The Final King™

MSN我忍很久了...搬到Sohu了...http://majunhalfheaven.blog.sohu.com/...这个比较快,而且还有从msn space搬迁的功能,不错~

You can see me just standing there...
Staring out, lost in daydreams...A smile upon my face...
Something far, near; past, future....
Searching for anything about mature...
The time is coming but we know it is too late...
There's have been too many things...
Happiness, anger, sorrow, laugh...All around me...
All together we have seen...
Maybe it is not too hard if we start to believe...
Haze of the past, uncertain about the future...Lost in self...
But...But...Can we try to erase all the pain...
So...please...

Plaese...Show me a reason...Give me a sign...
I want an answer...
Tell me the way we can back into previous life...
Although...It's impossible

Once...I'm waitting for your call all the night...
sitting on the frozen floor...Looking at the ceiling...Holding the phone...
Waitting for your answer, your choice, your change...But...
Never...Ever...It's good...

What is promise...
Make one feel at ease...certain about future...
Or...just want the one accept you...believe you...
What did you feel...
Serious...hard to breath...
Or...just relaxed and forget later...
Promise bears hope and...
Anyway...Donot let the one disappoint...

The world is not a ease...
We always face stresses, try to hide the truth...
Someone make me believe...
Popele live for cheatting...Untired...
Untill the one know you all, know the things deep in your heart...

Now I have known...
Thinking only so much we can really do...
It's up to you and me...
I hate destiny...
The journey is here and let's take it...

Tell me why we have to cry...
And then I cry...
For there are too many thing I can do...
But...I cannot handle them all...
I have to give up...
Not any choice can make me satisfy...
I  want to destroy the trouble world and start a new one...

I know I look like mad...
The characters are not for anyone...
Just I want to calm down...
I'm ok...I just need some time.. 

 

美麗又性感的“屁股”

這車頭也太有形了。。。很長的大鼻子

超亮超炫的頭燈~蓄勢待發鳥~

厰蓬的就沖出去了，囘頭率高的我們有點不好意思了。。。下次還是關上吧。。。

邊上的大師一腳踩上150。。。心都要掉出來了。。。好冷。。。只聽到風在耳邊怒吼。。。

回來了，不知道路上超速三倍有沒有被拍下來。。。留張照片到此車一游。。。爽到我了。/%￥#·

   

这两张还蛮喜欢的~色调~

最近似乎喜欢灯光很朦胧的感觉...天一广场...

爱上D&G...

尽头的边缘...却等不到要等的人

有点像凡高的画吧...

累...最近...作业...书...要看的...要学的...太多...太多...又开始...两点一线...累...

前途...有希望...有点渺茫...

哈哈,还是挺有神的...其实最近眼圈和熊猫有一拼了...

多久没来了我都记不清了...今天空下来稍微更新下~

 

看了上个月的日志,有点诧异怎么会写那种东西,真的如人所说不是很像我...我心理还是很幼稚的,不适和写这种东西...自己都觉得怪...不过老早没事了,大家放心好了...都是昨日黄花了~事情的结局还是很怪异的...我也不知道又发生了什么事情,不过还是很佩服她de,能把自己藏的那么好,一点不让人看出来...

 

中间其实还牵扯进来别的好朋友...让你们为难了.sorry,我做事不会为别人考虑,太自我...以后改进,大家please forgive me...嘴硬的时候了解我的人知道我什么意思拉...留点面子别戳穿我,呵呵~还是和彭道个谦...那天真的不是那个意思...对不起了,以后不要挂我电话那么迅速给我个解释的机会嘛...我有时候话就托口而出了...没有别的意思...怪我说话不经过大脑...比较了解我的朋友也就那么几个...sorry拉...

 

还有特别向11道歉...虽然知道道歉是没有什么用,可是还是要说...别的很多话不方便在这里说了,给大家看到见笑了...对不起...事到如今也已经没有什么课挽回的了...都是我的错,别恨我就好,可以的话还是朋友,不过也不奢求你的原谅了,什么事情都得付出代价...希望你能幸福.life will be fair

 

新学也就是大二的课很难也很繁琐...有点不适应了...几乎要做完作业就要花掉我所有的时间了...看书只能是又选择的看一下...但到了回答问题的时候却还是说部出什么内容....苦恼中...特别是Financial accounting 和Business Law...简直不是人看的书啊...苦海中挣扎...这周的FC课上又被发了一篇1000words的essay...竟然要在周一交...要死了,本来就是敢死一样了...牺牲一天的睡眠了...唉,悲哀...真是累,没想到会那么难,老是上课简直就是说nothing...全都是自己看...哪有这样自学的...要找专家答疑了...问题不是一般的多了...

 

不知道是不是受了打击...现在购物欲望MD超强...还看上了某些Brand...竟然还会放血去买...不想原来了,原来买东西很有克制的...最好的办法还是不要出去了...但是这学期怎么连吃上面的花费都成指数增长了...不知道怎么一下子变的那么会吃了...self control...明天又要去冲饭卡了,还有水电费....钱包又空了...God...一寝室的穷人...不一样和可悲的是...我穷死了还在不停的花...

 

想起来我的essay了...悲哀死了...无缘无故的你不教我们的来罚什么eaasy啊...以前一个学期一篇essay...现在三天你要我们交一篇...要人命啊...恨死你个胖子500斤,低头自己的脚都看不到!!!!

 

 

 

村上春树说：每个人心中都有一片别人无法抵达的挪威森林

我们每个人都是孤独的   无奈的
擦身而过的身影  陌生人的眼神

 我们不断的经历  不断的遗忘
       沿途的风景总是给我们牵绊   迷惑我们的视线
   可我们不能忘记我们要奔赴的方向
    我们可以失望  但不可以盲目
    感谢时光

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当你喜欢一个人的时候,你会想和他在一起,因为他会带给你快乐,离开的时候,你会有一点舍不得,离开后,你会想念,想着想着就会笑,然后继续自己平静的生活,期待他回来.当你爱一个人的时候,你想一直和他在一起,那是舍不得,怕他在外面不开心,怕他不会好好的照顾自己.离开后,你也会想念,想着想着会叹一口气,想到他现在过得好吗.然后继续自己平静的生活,希望他快些回到身边.

你喜欢的人在你眼中是完美的,无所不能,没有缺点,总会满足你有些任性的要求.你爱的人在你眼中像个孩子,有时候傻傻的,你不会期待他做出什么让你大事来,只要他在身边就好.你会希望你喜欢的人陪着你,但心里想着的却是你爱的人;你会希望自己能陪在自己爱的人身边,看着他睡觉时候安逸的样子,毫不设防的让自己暴露在你的面前,你会微笑,会觉得好幸福.

你喜欢的人伤害了你,你会生气,并一定要他道歉,要哄着你直到把你逗笑才原谅他;你爱的人伤害了你,你也会生气,但你会独自伤心,不忍心对他大吼大叫,你看着他的眼睛,一旦发现他眼里流露出歉意和悔恨,你会立即心疼地搂他入怀,那一刻,你依然是最幸福的.

你可以同时喜欢很多人,你会希望能和很多人在一起,也许要到多年后你才会察觉其实你爱的,只有那么一个,怎么都不会变,你以为把他忘了,其实只是太忙了没空想起而已.对你喜欢的人,你关注到的只有他的优点,并欣赏他的优点;而对你爱的人,你关注的是他的缺点,并且如果这些缺点是无关无原则性问题的话,你会觉得它们都是可爱的,是他独一无二的东西.

其实爱和喜欢只有一纸之搁,要迈出这一步却又很难,用咫尺天涯来形容是最适合不过了.任何爱都是始于喜欢,如果有一天你喜欢的人在你心中不在完美,而他的缺点也使你依依不舍.你会感觉到和他光彩照人的一面相比,你更加愿意看到他在你面前流露出无助的神情,那么应该感情是已经升华了.

有人说爱一个人很累,是的,一定是这样的,你会想为你爱的人承担;喜欢一个人是快乐的,因为你会分享到他的一份快乐.当然相比喜欢,爱的魅力在于当你和你爱的人在一起的时候,你的感觉就像回家了~

 喜欢一个人,并不一定要爱他,

但爱一个人的前提,却是必须要喜欢他.

爱和喜欢就只是一步之遥,

但,能不能迈出这一步,

就看你,

是喜欢迈出这一步,

还是爱迈出这一步.

喜欢容易转变为爱,

但爱过之后却难说再喜欢.

喜欢是一种淡淡的心动,

而爱一旦说出了口,就变成了一种誓言,一份承诺.

先是新车照片(现在又被拆了...)还是上次那个禁止停车的地方~我偏停这里~

再是前两天再凤凰山的和在HARO店里的~

山顶大头凹造型...最左边的是偶   

冲山途中,两眼红光啊...                                                  U台超级恐怖...犹豫了好久滑了下来...

Ps: If you want to read my writing, please make it before your sleep so as to it will helpful to your sleeping. Don’t reluctant to read it; my harsh English will make you crazy… T T~

There is only less than one month left in this longest vocation in my life ever. Nothing fresh can make me exciting or passionate…Shit…For knowing that my Chinese writing is so poor and waste of time, I thought using English can help me to practice English expression though my English writing also seems boring and harsh. Every time when I thought I had recited many new phrases and feel satisfied with what I have done, the reality will strike me by very limited word when I try to express myself in English. Why? I suppose the problem may lie in the way I learn. Or to say I didn’t learn it by heart. There is old English saying: where there is a will there is a way. Is it sure? Or just some words the ancestor created to encourage us and to make the failures feel better? Just think about it, not means I want challenge the truth; I will forget it thoroughly moments later. Now I was writing with my electronic dictionary. In the past I would prefer to use the words and phrases what I was familiar with. But I found use new words can enrich our vocabularies and have more satisfaction, although using dictionary can break up thought. Maybe that’s a good way to learn, I would comfort myself that it isn’t a waste of time…T T~ how fervent I want to improve English, I will imagine the day that I can use English as a native speaker…

 Besides, these days I was always disturbed by something invisible. I can not tell exactly what is bothering me, but I am sure they are depressed me and made me unsure about the future. Want to have a part-time job where many choices lie in front of me, but neither of them seems useful to enrich my experience and the more dominated reason is parents didn’t allow me to do so. Facing to the computer and few English study book, I suddenly puzzled with what is my ambitions and where is my way… Why the human’s life is so complicated… I will feel better if it can become simpler. Recently again I spend too much money and energy on bicycles, only one helmet can cost me thousands Yuan. But I am perfectly happy to do so. I would rather spend this money on bike than on food, clothing or other things. Once I saw a component of bike I want to possess it, even just buy for satisfying my vanity. For many times I wonder how I can afford such a big money on my bike every month by myself using my own wages in the future. Looking myself, after first year’s study, I can hardly feel any remarkable improvement or breakthrough in my English study. Maybe it is because I lack of confidence, or it due to I have wasted too much time in this year and now I have guilty conscience. Two sisters, one is now study in Singapore and will be leave for france next year, another is going the University of Hong Kong soon, I can feel the pressure and expectation though parents didn’t say anything. Although I know I will be abroad somehow, but I hope I can fight for the best way to achieve that point and try my best to relieve the load of family. I am afraid I think too much… So many words have been written, amazing…^^

 For who have finished reading my writing, I want to give my highest esteem and admire you for your strong will. Maybe after your glance at my writing you can hardly get the meaning and maybe it will make you crazy by such superficial notions. Ashamed~>_<

今天自己生日~自己祝自己一下,马上就要过去了,嘎快的,20了~感叹一下,先来占个位子,有空再来补写吧

Happy Birthday to myself~

看看善意此更新的日期....受惊了....距离上一次敷衍的更新都已经过了一个月了,在不更新估计这里就快要被遗忘了...今天在等世界杯的前夕就来顺便更新下了...虽然我是对足球没有什么热情,不过四年一度的盛会还是不好错过的^^二十算上守门员22个人一个半小时跑得半死结果0比0我真的是要...好歹也进个求吧,1比1也好啊,虽然也是平局...内行的不要喷我

 

这段时间的却是发现MSN老是莫名其妙的就是进不去,又多次我的创作热情就这样被扼杀了...太BT了,MSN绝对需要对此作出合理解释...就算进去了好像图片也是老有打不开的...

 

上次发的那张车的图是偶车最新相貌,回去刚弄的,MD改改把我两个月的钱都快改光了...两样东西就快四舍五入进三千了,七七八八买了好多东西还是....入不熬出啊...简直是生活的悲哀,生活质量有被严重的影响了...不过这次换的前叉可是绝对值得.价格很不错,顶顶大名的Dirt Jump,想了多久的东西啊,好久都是有价无货的好东东....第一眼在车行里看到口水就下来了...银行帐户就这样以四位数的速率急遽下降...

 

说回学校啦,总算是考好了,可以短时间内松口气了...考的那真不是东西...抱怨一句,还是挺难的,不知道分数出来会是什么样子...暑假回去要不易下经济学知识了,发现直接上英语有些东西就算译成中文了还是不能够理解的...浙图的卡好像又要交年费了...明天先去学校里的借两本,要不亏了.寝室搬家的事情一直弄得我比较烦,那么多的东西就给我们一人三只编制袋就完了,还是恶臭的那种...零碎的东西里起来真是麻烦死了...明天早上争取八点起来然后半以前就搬好,去赶十点半的火车回杭州,车两周没见着了,心痒了...

 

有点事,先不写了...看看那么多字,还是挺有成就感的,虽然都是废话.

那么久没更新，今天这个日子还是要来表示一下的。妈妈节日快乐^^

 

从前天说起好类,听说新世纪商场8年店庆,隔壁的更是带回了Nike的复古鞋和T恤,不行了,决定也去淘淘看有没有什么好东西.寝室里三个穷的叮当响的人(包括我自己)带着仅存的一点钱出发,后来才发现其中以为全身上下+银行卡里一共才不到4块钱,吐血了...TT到了以后直奔运动柜,优惠肯定没有原来InTime那么疯狂的,不过Nike能参加活动我已经很欣慰了...360里这一季的衣服很不错,看上好几件,无奈Nike的价格也不是盖的...室友,就那个带里只有个位数的人先看中了一双鞋,没钱怎么办呢,苦了我的卡了,一下子被刷到只剩31块钱...还好口袋里实现还提了点钱出来,要不然我自己就完了...长话短说,后来用上送的券然后自己又淘了不少,给自己添了两件T恤,也算不虚此行.还有一位是很经得住诱惑,陪我们逛了半天...再一次吃了沙县小吃后,现在发现沙县的东西很流行啊,三人决定打的回学校...晚饭--泡面两碗...

 

昨天中午好不容易又机会睡午觉,结果一个电话打来然我拿快递,才一天就送到了,看来货到付款的效率果然高不少.铲子到了,不错的,三折,才发现原来是这样的设计,不错不错,一面还带锯子的用途,已经完全可以用来杀人+分s+抛s了...暴力倾向...下午出去逛带着铲子,开工了才发现还是太小,要堆一个1立方米的土堆基本上要挖1000下,平均美下10秒的话要10,000秒,一分钟60秒....不想算了,挖到什么时候去,搞不好第二天就被城管给推平了,只有找现成的土堆然后自己改造了,不过运气不错,超级大的一个土堆,杭州他们再山里挖的也没那么大,HOHO有的爽了~~~大家欣赏一下,过几天玩熟了拍照片^^

 

 

快一周没更新了...都知道我懒了吧,我懒也不是两三天了.现在报个到,不过内容是真的也没什么好写的了,因为某人说的也没错,我的生活就是有那么无聊,那能怪我么,难道叫我也去参加那种比赛啊....我是搁不牢的

 

这几天依旧还是重复的生活,一样的晚睡晚起, 一样有空就去楼下玩会儿车,是不是应该找点事做做了.生活需要丰富一下....但想做的又赔不上那个精力和时间...今天(昨天)下午突然就特别想回杭州了,也不知道为什么,看看已经错过了火车,大巴又太贵...现在已经完全变成穷人了,明天还要去汇钱买铲子和车把立....现在吃饭都要算好了,就差只打青菜了,惨不忍睹...原来吃美味酥,现在发现他一包达能可以买两包,现在就改买达能了,自己也觉得夸张了点,不过看看卡里那个数位是真的越来越少了,心寒啊....

 

本来还有点东西好写的,但到写的时候又忘了...算了,拉到,睡觉去

最近好像没什么事情,也的却是有点懒的来更新,不过抗灾天气不错的份上,就来了...刚听说杭州正在瓢泼大雨之中,不过这里天气似乎还算不错,昨天暴热,今天早上因为下雨过所以现在是凉快下来了.

 

现在地理位置是在理工大学图书馆的六楼,听室友说这里九层楼全部无线上网,正好今天有个project的ppt要做, 就来见识一下了.不是我像来这里上网啊...因为是Business的project,经常要查资料来参考,在寝室里不太做的进,自己学校图书馆又没上网...So...这个Business project我们真是受够了,就这么一个project就可以拖死我们了,虽然说已经网上找到了很近似的范例,当一做就发现如果要按照我们教材的顺序做下来,那是多么艰巨的工程哦...上周那个上课很差的老是竟然还突发奇想让我们把前面几周的Seminar question 全部用ppt做一遍,着不是要我们的命么,还要看Global Issues...下周Exam writing的考试又来了|

 

不是我说,上Business的老师啊,你敬业一点好不好,不要每次的question answer我们还没看就跳过,也不要没节课都提早结束,也拜托你上课讲点怎么做这个project的事儿,要知道我们在经过了半个学期之后还是对这门课没什么认识,听说你是被大二踢下来教大一的,那你至少证明下你教教大一还是可以教好的...

 

上周开始是我们学校的艺术节,开幕式去看了,实在是一般般...弹钢琴的那个国际生实在是...我不知道你是紧张还是真的就这点水平,总之你的小夜曲让我的感观收了好几分钟的罪,中间的错误在我这个外行来听都已经完全不能够屈指可数了...不过笑料还是挺多的,作后的fasiion show挺没水准的说实话...不过倒是让我想起了学军的元旦晚会,那真是比起来好算高水准了...

 

最近是相当的窘迫,总之比较痛苦,已经开始削减零食消费并已经打算戒饮料了...不过天热起来我怕是戒不掉了...

 

今天晚上学校艺术节还有节目,先去赶project了

Long time no update...Partly beacause I feel not sth important that need to be written down & a bit busy recently. Now I am in our teaching building, the reason why I am here is very simple, tomorrow we get a listening and note-making test in the afternoon so I think i need to practice it for a while...

 

The method of inputing in chinese in school's computer is complecated & always made me confused, so I decide to type just in English anyway...

 

The listening & Nte-taking exam is alway the most BT one...last block I was the only person in my dormitory who passed the exam, although the passing mark is only 40...So, you can imagine...This time lecture notes is added into the exam, it means the notes we make will be marked...To people who do not like use abbreviations in notes like me must have not enough time in the exam...God...I need to practice this and create special abbreviation belong to me.

 

These days I don't know why but just want to play bike, so nearly everyday I spent about one hour practicing...But bad luck recently I believe, everytime has mistakes, and they made my lag hurt and the break on the bike broken...Shit! And many new modles of 2006 bikes were announced, so charming, beautiful...I will dream to possess some of them...Why the engineers always made new one so quickly, it made me crazy...The worst thing I have found is the price of the parts again raised a lot...unaffordable...

 

So, stop here now, back to dormitory soon.Everyone have a good night! Good luck in tomorrow's exam.

 

 

先贴张照片再说,太累,先休息的~~

貌似是应该来更新下了...不过想了半天好像还是没什么东西好写的...越来越贫了...

 

这个tutorial week就这么要过去了...感觉没有很充实,有点对不起自己了...本来还想趁放假来多补习一点的,但好像对我来说是比较难坚持一点...今天有事周末了,还有两天,再叮嘱自己一次,两天时间利用好.

 

今天下午体育课又被我给逃了,实在打不起精神去上太极的课,太静了.不适合我...结果就又出去骑车了,今天没走以往的路线,往郊区去了,一直骑到断头路,一路上好多土堆,飞的我累死,今天又是风特别大,在空中就感觉要被吹走了,大概是我人的面积太大了,兜风...看到了这里的土堆,现在及其又想法要去楼下的户外店里买把折叠的铲子,可以随时自己修土堆,玩起来更爽哈^0^虽然是经济极度紧张,不过这个车上的东西不好省的...要想爽就不好心疼钱...

 

后来飞坡的时候比较惨的,后轮在一个半米深的坑里挂住,人就往前飞出了,膝盖和胸口刚好顶到车上,痛的来...亏我今天还是戴护具的了,竟然硬是刚好没有撞到护具...人算不如天算啊...|后来11来帮我拍了好多照片,今天总算是证明了她的拍照技术不是各位想象的那么菜,甚至有点好...以后她就负责拍摄工作了,hoho,敬业的~~手机的快门那么慢竟然能拍到这样,强滴^^

 

 

 

 

 

两天前的事情了,不过还是写一点,上几个图...

总的来说,在宁波来说,又这马么个景点还是不错了,不过和有名点的比起来明显就不是对手了,明显不够刺激,项目也不够丰富,没有主题公园的气氛...不过几个项目还可以,一进去就做了扭转乾坤,很难描述...就是两个360度的运动叠加在一起,这个真的有点难受的说,甩的我不行了....这个地方发明显也是尖叫最多的...

 

还有个必玩项目哪肯定是过山车了,看着还好,不是特别庞大的那种,我们玩前好像还出了点小故障,停开了一会儿....想起死神来了里面那个断了的油管,不寒而栗啊....说起来我也又不祥的预感了...不过后来肯定还是坐了,挺爽的,不够刺激,速度还好快一点,翻的还好再猛一点.一个优点噪音似乎比较小.

 

 

海盗船也很好玩,着基本就是90度了,没想象中的恶心,胃好像没什么反应...还有写小的项目也很有意思,由于它的门票是所有都通用的,所以很多项目都玩了几遍,比杭州的未来世界这样的要合理多了...